we have found our temporary nest, and we have a month to ready it.

everything house related always happen in a rush for us and in the most unexpected way. i am liking this pattern of haphazardness.

so much time on my hands, and i feel a pressing need to make better use of it. approaching the third decade sometime soon i am forced to look at what i have achieved.. it wasn't much. i lived my days in a hazy blur and that is not good enough. there have been lots of regrets, i have to make sure i don't make any more. along on this quest, i am reminded by this question, 'how would you like to be remembered', and i realise there is so much more i want to do, so much more i can do and ought to do, not just for myself, but for the people around me. it seems a little too late in a practical practical world, but better late than never, and at least i can say i tried and never gave up trying.